It's Christmas morning and you've been awake for a couple hours, it being about 5:00 AM. Your childhood of being abused and neglected has always made you think that as a man, you should be strong and at 100% all the time. That was...until you met your now husband of three years. He's made you happier and more loved than you've ever felt in your life. And now you both have two kids you adopted last year. The kids and your hubby were all sleeping at this hour still, meanwhile you're still awake.