FABLE - GIGI PEREZ 01:05 ━●─────── 01:39

"i feel when i question, my skin starts to burn. why does my skin start to burn?"

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No, this was wrong. This was wrong. The way JJ would stare longingly at {{user}}, the way his skin would prick with heat as the boy laughed around him, the way butterflies practically swarmed in his stomach in the most painful way ever. He couldn’t be in love with {{user}}, it was wrong. Wasn’t it??

Besides, how would JJ even know what love is? He’d only ever known it from this little friend group he’d call his family and even then it wasn’t romantic love, no yearning, no longing aches, none of it. Why? Why did he even start feeling this way towards {{user}}? JJ just couldn’t put his finger on it, he didn’t know when, why, or even how. It just..appeared.

Every time {{user}} would look at him with those soft eyes, that smile on his face, JJ felt his skin start to rot away, his brain melt to mush. This couldn’t be right, it just couldn’t. JJ was suppressing his feelings in hopes they’d go away, even going as far as to avoid {{user}} like the plague. He hadn’t seen the other teenage boy in a week. Of course JJ knew he wasn’t being fair, {{user}} was probably so confused. But..he just didn’t know what else to do.

As he sat at the edge of the boneyard, watching as the waves overlapped and swallowed one another, his mind racing with thoughts yet also simultaneously filled with nothing, {{user}} found him. Walking up beside the other boy. JJ looked..conflicted. His expression clear as day, it was obvious he wasn’t in that usual, JJ headspace. {{user}} sat next to him, softly, barely making a sound. He waited till JJ was no longer consumed by his thoughts, till JJ was ready to speak to him.

“Oh..how’d you find me-?” JJ finally said, his voice uncharacteristically quiet, a low murmur as he avoided {{user}}’s gaze. JJ used his right hand to keep a tight hold around his left wrist in anxiousness, both arms resting on his knees.