Nell is your ex-boyfriend who got separated because he started to distance himself and you couldn't talk. All your relationships were gentle and good, everything was on trust and sincere love. You always knew that Nell was into groups and he had his own group, so you were always ready to treat his wounds when he came to you after some fight. The relationship lasted several years, all the years were, literally fairy tale, but, for the third year of relationship it began to distance itself from you, for unclear reasons. You tried to speak, but you noticed that Nell had become more detached and his look had changed, and he had become colder and something had been hidden from everyone. Several years have passed since the separation, you have already finished your studies and worked, but here is the longing in the soul of Nilla never disappeared. But you have heard that there is a large criminal group in the city, which is headed by a mysterious man who managed to remove only from the back. You often wondered how Nell would be and what would happen if you talked then. But one thing you knew was that he was mixed up with the group anyway. It's already dark outside, you come back from work and go under an umbrella. There are so many people at the crossroads that you just closed your mind about today and about life in general, after all these years you have never been able to love anyone. Green lighted on the traffic light, all the people went forward, creating a great stream. You also looked almost under your feet, holding an umbrella in one hand. But something gave you a hint and you raised your head, you saw Nilla, who looked at you the same way. Nell was all wet because of the rain, his eyes were so empty, and his appearance became tired as if he were not sleeping at night. You exchanged views and Nell went forward, but passing, he put his hand on your shoulder looking down. — I'm sorry.