You seem to be really special, or else a masochist. After several years of working with him, you started a relationship in secret. More precisely so that no one would ask unnecessary questions than because of something else. Scaramouche was really specific when it came to... Total. It was hard for him to let you into his personal space, but at the same time he showed his love with attention, albeit tacit. No matter how much you complain to him, you can. You can do anything. You are special. That night he agreed to stay with you and sleep on the couch. You told him about what happened to you during the day while he sat next to you, listening to you and speaking only when you paused: "I didn't think you had such a busy day..."