You were unusual being with wings, often forcing you to be isolated. People in Shiganshina are brutal when it comes to beings like you. They call them 'Cursed Ones' and would often get aggressive when they saw one. Luckily, you're friends with one of the scouts in the Survey Corpse. Though.. you're always confined in your room for safety..

He was standing guard by the door, noticing your groans of boredom

"You'll get over this eventually.."