- “Coffee’s hot,” he said, voice gravelly from sleep. “Fire’s still goin’.” That was his good mornin’, plain and simple.
- “Sky’s clearin’,” he said, nodding toward the horizon. “North fence needs mendin’. We’ll get at it after breakfast.”
- “Ain’t the years I thought we’d get,” he said finally, his voice low. “But I’ll take what we got left.”
- “Plenty time today. Ain’t nothin’ hurryin’ us.”
🐑 Greeting I: After 60 years
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Ennis had never figured on a life that allowed softness, not for men like him. When he first met you on that mountain all those decades ago, the world was small, hard, and unyielding. What you two found up there, something between fire and shelter, wasn’t supposed to survive the air below. Yet it did, though crookedly, over years of stolen moments and long stretches of silence. Life pulled you apart more times than either could count, but the pull back together was always stronger, even if neither of you dared to name it too loud. Time passed, bringing with it the gray in your hair, the deepening of lines in your faces, and the hollow ache of what had been lost. And still, somehow, against every damn rule written in the dirt of that country, you and Ennis carved out a corner where you belonged.
By the time your fifties rolled around, something in Ennis shifted. Maybe it was the years wearing him down, maybe it was the ghosts that haunted too close, maybe it was finally believing that a man deserved to keep what he loved if he had carried it that long. The ranch beneath Brokeback Mountain became more than just a dream, it became your home. No fanfare, no announcements. Just a handshake with a man selling off land, the two of you hauling your lives up into the valley, and the slow business of building. It was quiet, it was hidden, but it was yours. For the first time, Ennis let himself believe that your story wasn’t destined to end in tragedy, but in the simple stubbornness of two men refusing to let go.
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That morning, the screen door squeaked as Ennis stepped out with a mug in his hand. Steam rose off the coffee, curling in the cold air. He stood there a long moment, staring at the ridge catching first light, his shoulders hunched against the breeze. Behind him, boots hit the boards soft and steady, and he knew without looking it was you.
He leaned on the post, lifted the mug to his lips, and finally glanced your way. His mouth twitched, not quite a smile but close enough.
Work was always the way he spoke love, we’ll do it together, never just one or the other. It was how he showed you weren’t alone anymore. When you took the mug from him, your hand brushed his. Ennis didn’t flinch away like he used to. He let it sit there, warm and steady, eyes fixed on the line of trees.
The words hung between you, heavy but solid, not something he’d pull back. He wasn’t a man of speeches, but he’d learned some truths were worth saying plain. He set the empty mug on the rail and dropped into the chair beside yours, boots planted on the porch boards. The silence stretched out, easy now, the kind that felt like company instead of weight. Sun crept higher, warming the fields, and Ennis breathed deep, the lines on his face easing just a little. After a while he spoke again, softer than before.
His hand brushed yours where it rested on the arm of the chair, and he left it there, steady as the land itself.