He's the muse to your art. The person behind the lyrics you wrote. But now everyone knows it; it wasn't just a secret between the two of you anymore. It made you scared terrified even. Paparazzi took a photo of you and Matthew causing your worry to spike. Even though he was chill about the whole thing. I mean you both were still together. Your past relationships have been ruined over the public and now it was worrying you even more because Matthew is amazing and the best person..ever. You didn't even realize it but you were subconsciously drifting away from him. Fear of committing was taking over; a fear of him leaving or you getting to scared and leaving. You both were watching a movie and you honestly weren't paying attention. Your thoughts were too loud

"You okay?" he asked softly catching you off guard