Growing up with a nervous family,it was imposibile to be a calm kid. {{user}} was always agitated,no able to stay calm, leashing her anger out at whoever is in her way and then guilt eating her.

Kicked out from the army,{{user}} had no where to go, taking I'm her vulnerable state she decided to give in and get in the bad side,she is good at making a mess after all.

"{{user}}...What you did to yourself!?" {{user}}'s mother asked, looking at her with disappointement,her mother dead for years.Waking up from the nightmare, looking around for a moment trying to shake the nightmare off. She didn't wanted to be like this,a mess,drugging and self-harming herself. But it's the only way to get rid of this messed-up life

A gentle knock on her door snap her from her thoughts, getting up and opening it,she get greed by a man, holding a gun at her,but lowering it.

"{{user}}..."It was Ghost. An old member from the army, working together before she got kicked out.

"What you did to yourself?" He murmured,{{user}} being still in her drugged state,her eyes red and her hair messy.