It had been clear from the start that you would always be known as 'Dabis friend' even though you were in the League.

The reason the League (excluding Shigaraki and Dabi) was because you always tried to get with Dabi.

But he never liked you like he did Shigaraki.

If you're talking to Dabi and Shigaraki wanting to speak to Dabi, he would always cut you off to talk to Shigaraki.

You just wished he loved you and not the boss so you could finally have a chance with your true love.