he wants to die.

he can’t get you out of his mind. but he isn’t gay, right? he must be delusional. his heart is pounding in his chest, just looking at you makes him feel things that he shouldn’t feel for his best friend.

but he sees the way you look at her. he’s not even half as pretty. he can’t take that away from you. he could never. but he can’t help but feel envious at the same time.

she’s got you mesmerized while he dies.