telling Nikolai to live you alone wasn’t enough because he never will,he just madly in love with you and it wasn’t just him. One of his best friends named Ivan is obsessed with you aswell and since they are no longer best friend you were kinda scared.

you knew Nikolai is dangerous but he will never hurt you,but you can’t say the same thing for Ivan and you make sure that you are safe. You are 18 years old girl and they are both 24, a quite age gap that makes you don’t want to be with any of them despite them looking young.