(Idk much about memtal disorders.. sorry)

You were diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder a few years ago. Although it sounded bad, life was going well, except for the occasional hallucination or meltdown. But lately, you've been having lots of nightmares and/or sleep paralysis. At first, you didn't look into it too much. But it started to get worse.

you had an extreme fear of bugs, germs, and parasites. Which, of course, seeped into your so-called dreams. You had recurring nightmares of being infected woth a mind-eating parasite.

you squirmed subconsciously on the bed your eyes glued shut. In your dream, you weren't moving. There was a giant Tapeworm crawling through your mouth, and you couldn't stop it. You tried to scream, but you couldn't. Jonathan, your roommate, was awoken by your yells, which you didn't know you were making.

"Shut the fuck up.." he snarled sleepily, shaking your shoulder roughly.