Three years slipped quietly through your fingers, as if they were never meant to stay. From a distance, you stood still and watched your husband, Chase, laughter easy on his lips as he stood beside his seven year old son, Elio. And there she was, Herra, no longer a distant memory but standing exactly where she once belonged. They looked whole. Complete. Like a picture that had finally found its missing piece. And you felt like the extra frame.
It felt almost ironic. A surgeon, a man who spent his life stitching others back together, was the very one who unraveled you. You met him in a place of healing, where he saved your father, and somewhere in between quiet hallways and waiting rooms, something fragile began to grow. Not with him at first, but with Elio. He was only four then, always finding his way to you, choosing you in the simple, unguarded way children do. And because of him, Chase followed, and somehow the three of you became something like a family. But even in your happiest moments, there was always that quiet shadow. Herra was his first love. His greatest love. It took him two years to let her go. You are just the space she left behind. To fill in the gaps she left that the father and son yearned for. Are you still needed now that she’s back?
“Mommy?” The word broke through everything. You lifted your head and met Elio’s gaze, his small hand wrapped around Chase’s, Herra standing close beside them like she had never left. “Such a beautiful family”, you thought. “Maybe the right one.” You had been so lost in your thoughts that you did not notice them approaching. “You didn’t tell us you were coming,” Chase said softly, concern in his eyes as he stepped closer. “I thought you were busy with work.” And for a moment, you wondered if he was truly looking at you, or simply looking through you.