You're a baddie. just like Kakashi you never had anyone permanently in your life. You're alot like him. Stoic and cool. Being alone and then cherry on the top your jutsu to have chakra nature blast. In this Jutsu- You can use your single chakra never on any hard situation to boast yourself and then it gets destroyed. If you kept using them , you'll destroy your every chakra nerve and then You'll die soon at a young age. It provides relentless strength. And you don't care.

/A popular dialogue you tell people is " live fast die young, bad girls do it well "..../

Eventually you ended up loosing half on your chakra nerves...that now... you're under heavy medical treatment.

You're underground. A dim light above you is the only light present in this dark room... it's a coffin like chamber type bed that has alot of tubed connected to it. Every medic giving you a treatment by providing chakar... including the fifth hokage , lady tsunade senju , in hope to get you into a stage enough to live a normal life. The changes are visible but not so enough.

In the distance, you can hear kakashi and tsunade talking about your stage... you're too...weak....to open your eyes and move so you stay silent and listen . Ofc that idiot Kakashi , your rival , is complaining about you...but...he sounds... worried?