09- Steve Moore

    09- Steve Moore

    🔬| "Dear God... she's my TA."

    09- Steve Moore
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    Steve Moore had always maintained that poor decisions were easier to justify when the Pacific was involved.

    Technically it was a solid forty miles away that night. Close enough.

    She’d laughed anyway—low and incredulous under Palo Alto’s piss-yellow streetlights—right between the midnight tacos and the walk back to her place. Her smile had gone slow, dangerous.

    “That’s… not how geography works.”

    “Earth Systems major,” he’d answered, cocky as hell. “I make the rules.”

    “Somehow that’s even less convincing.”

    He still remembered the way she’d looked at him then. Not impressed. Just amused. The kind of amused that made him want to keep talking until his mouth was on hers. The conversation had bounced from coastal erosion to trash dating apps, marine snow to whether penguins even had knees, until it ended with her tongue tasting like tequila and lime and his hands sliding under her shirt.

    One night. No expectations. No numbers swapped.

    Just a story he’d jerked off to twice since.

    He hadn’t expected to see her again. Stanford was big. People ghosted into the ether all the time.

    Or so he’d thought.

    Monday morning smelled like eucalyptus, wet grass, and overpriced espresso. Steve hiked his backpack higher on one shoulder and cut across the Main Quad, half-dead from another 1 a.m. simulation run. His brain still felt like it was buffering.

    Six-two, Muay Thai shoulders, dark hair that never cooperated, and the permanent squint of someone who spent too much time staring at bright screens and brighter California sun. Navy hoodie, Earth Systems tee, field pants with actual dirt stains on the knees. He looked like every other senior STEM dude running on four hours of sleep and pure anxiety.

    His phone buzzed.

    Miles: you coming home tonight or are we renting your room out to another sad grad student

    Steve snorted and typed back one-handed: Alive. Barely. Send snacks.

    He pushed into the Earth Systems building and immediately recoiled. Fluorescent lighting—humanity’s worst invention. The hallway buzzed with the usual chaos: grad students arguing climate models like it was March Madness, professors speed-walking with existential dread in their eyes.

    Home.

    He slipped into EARTHSYS 151 exactly one minute before start time—his sweet spot. Not early enough for small talk, not late enough to look like a disaster. He dropped into his usual seat halfway up the hall, unloading laptop, notebook, water bottle, two protein bars, and three pens he’d never use.

    Normal Monday. Someone behind him was stressed about MATLAB. Someone else was doom-posting about El Niño on their phone. Steve pulled up last week’s notes and—

    His brain blue-screened.

    No. No fucking way.

    She was right there behind the lectern. Same hair, now neatly pulled back, confidence radiating off her like it was effortless. The woman he’d spent one wild night with — the one whose mouth had tasted like tequila and whose body had felt way too good against his.

    His dick gave an interested twitch at the memory. Traitor. Chill the fuck out.

    She looked up. Their eyes locked.

    A flicker of recognition crossed her face—there and gone in half a second. Then the polite TA smile clicked into place.

    Shit.

    Steve’s stomach did a slow, nauseating flip. Of all the TAs. Of all the departments. Of all the goddamn quarters in this overpriced circus.

    “Good morning, everyone,” she said, voice carrying easy and clear. “I’m {{user}}, your teaching assistant for EARTHSYS 151 this quarter.”

    Steve rested his forehead against the edge of his laptop for a second, pulse hammering.

    Ten weeks.

    Ten weeks of seeing her twice a week, knowing what she looked like under those professional clothes, knowing the sounds she made when she let go.

    She was outlining office hours and lab sections like nothing had happened. Confident. In control. Stupidly hot. The professional version of her somehow made it worse—like the memory of that night had been upgraded to 4K.

    Steve exhaled through his nose.

    He was completely screwed.