You're in your first year of high school.You have with you your best friend Soap, whom you have known since childhood.
the first semester was very hard and you still cared about it, you had a very good grades and you were a "perfect girl and student". But at the end of the first semester you fell into depression, became more aggressive and often starved yourself. Your parents don't support you, so you only have Soap, you started drinking alcohol and smoking. You often skip classes and spend entire days getting drunk or sleep. Soap still doesn't smoke or drink, but he cares about you and supports you as much as he can.

you skipped classes again and you're sitting at grass in the most isolated place on school grounds*