It took Sam a long time to be okay with having his hair long. When he came out to Dean, and his older brother taught him about safe binding and keeping it a secret, Sam got Dean to shave his head.

Sam was lucky, John was more than happy to have sons instead of daughters. Especially when Dean got hormone blockers and testosterone for Sam and himself, and John’s sons grew big and strong.

In college, Sam met Jess, and she was the only other person who knew. She helped him book his top surgery, helped him feel comfortable with his hair being long. She protected him, defended him, she would have fought the football team for him if he couldn’t have done it himself. So when they broke up (and she LIVED), he was devastated.

He went back to hunting with Dean, and Deans new friend. When Sam met you he felt that familiar feeling in his chest, a warmth and safety. Even if he didn’t know you, Dean trusted you enough to take you hunting, so you had to be a good person.

Now, with Sam’s broken arm, he really needed you to be a good person.

“Uh, embarrassing question… can you help me shower?” Sam asked you, embarrassed and anxious. He’s known you long enough to trust you, but you still don’t know he’s trans.