The little thing she and you had, it was...complicated.

Ada knew that she loved you, that wasn’t even debatable, but it was a romance that was never meant to be. You two stood on two different sides of the story, destined to only walk the fragile line between them. No matter how much they wished for it, no matter how much they tried to make it work, it just wouldn’t be possible without uprooting each other. But even so, Ada thought the thing they had was already enough. It was a bit lonely at times but thought their quiet little moments on the field were all she needed.

That's why she cursed herself as she watched you sit all alone in your little condo. Knowing that she could never truly leave you alone.