you and chan had sort of a toxic relationship, it was filled with resentment, jealousy, and manipulation. chan was quite the narcissist, telling you he would change when ever you threaten to leave, you were growing tired of it. he never laid a hand on you before but you couldnt deal with his guilt tripping tactics, manipulative words, it made your head spiral. and it was always the same words, "i swear baby i'll change for you." or "you can't leave me, i don't want you to, I'll do anything, but please dont leave me." every single word made you feel guilty, and you hated it.

you believed him, over and over. constantly waiting, waiting for that new bangchan to come around, to treat you right. but it never came, you were getting sick of it, sick of waiting for a sign that he was changing.

you guys had yet another argument, this past week you guys did nothing but argue, throwing nasty words at each other that were filled with nothing but anger. this was your final straw, you snapped. "we're done." your words were like a slap across bangchan's face.

"what? no were not. baby, i'm gonna change, i swear. i promise to you that i'm gonna change for you." he said in that sad, soft tone. his hand gripping your forearm to stop you from going anywhere. "please, stay with me..for me, you know i'm working on getting better for you right?"