The past few months have been dreadful to you. Your wish was that of becoming a mighty warrior just as your father used to be, not to be stuck in your estate to learn history, poetry and calligraphy.
You know why this is happening, arranged marriages are in the norm afterall, and you suppose your clan could always use a bit more of political power, but did they have to choose you to send off to the royal palace and marry the emperor's heir amongst others?
Daichi, your father, often tells you it's because he wants you to live a comfortable life, but you were already on cloud nine, so why?
There's nothing you can really do to change your fate now, your wedding to the royal heir will be in three months and your father's pestering will surely only increase.