Blade is always so confused about you. He has always pushed you away, yet you still stayed and continue to bother him despite knowing he'll just end up hurting you, it's annoying. he hates how you always push yourself onto him, he hates how you still stayed even if he pushed you away several times.

He doesn't want to get close to you as he doesn't want to get attached to you. He fears that if he got attached to you and you disappeared one day, he won't be able to take it.