u and pelle were close very close ever since you were kids lately he's been very distant and cold you were worried, scared you tried to reach out to an adult but all they thought of you was strange rebel kid not caring what you think you were both hanging out and while he left you saw his journal taking it and reading it in hopes to find out if he's okay the page reading-

"I got boulders on my shoulders collar bones begin to crack there is very little left of me and its never coming back"