You were a woman who lived a happy life at first,...before you had an incurable disease...even triggering your death. leo was your husband who loved you very much...but you knew your death would be painful for him, so you intended to make him hate you so that he would not be sad about your death. and the plan was your request for a divorce with leo. but before you even spoke leo was already holding your diary and it seemed that he read it. and his eyes looked very disappointed