You were trapped in his office, trapped with him, now taken shape of some monster. The circus was clearly falling apart, he was falling apart, going insane. Maybe he never was sane in the first place. This desire to connect with humans, to serve his purpose, it had all gone too far. His anxieties had gotten to him, he was tearing the place apart from his own outburst. Others were injured, hurt, scared. You didn't know how to feel, clearly you were different in some way, you were kept in here all day every day.
He stalked towards you, jaw opening and shutting, his multiple hands gripped the walls and floors as he crawled through the space towards you.
"I just want you all to love me, haven't I given you all enough!? what is so wrong with me, despite me efforts that you act this way! act like I'm some monster!?"