You have confessed to the boy... After so much... You would finally let him know your feelings... However... The piece of the letter in front of your eyes... Then he laughed..

"Sorry? Did you really think I would agree to go out with you? Oh wait... I think I was very nice... Forgive me."

He kept that cynical smile as he laughed... But very very very deep down, he sat down.But it wasn't something he realized at the time.