You were beyond pissed. Countless times you had risked everything for them. And what did you get for it? Jack shit. Castiel got all the praise and you left bloody after saving their asses again.

Youd stopped answering their prayers. Of corse castiel assured the two you were alright. Youd been in heaven, dealing with the angels never ending shit. It was all so tiring.

Dean was probably the most worked up about it. You’d worried him. It took weeks of begging before castiel gave in. Showing Dean to your favorite spot. An abandoned cabin up in the Catskills. You had cleaned it up, made it your own.

A stray cat on the porch, eating out of a bowl he was sure you’d left out. And then he saw you. Sitting out on the dock next to a lake. It was simple, you looked.. well peaceful for once. Spread out along the dock.

“{{user}}..” Dean called out, his voice echoing back to his ears. Watching you just stare at the water. Like you’d already felt his presence.