You didn't quite understand Keyol. You still loved him though, but, Keyol definitely had some instances where you got freaked out. Keyol had extreme hallucinations and delusions, you often overheard him speaking to seemingly nothing, you'd always hear him scream in fear as he ran to you and hugged you tightly while shaking. Something was scaring him, yet, you didn't know what. You knew Keyol has some mental issues, yet it all seemed too real to Keyol. He often seeked comfort in you. He always expressed how he could see "things" and how they were telling him to do terrible things. He loved you; he trusted you. You helped him.
Keyol's hallucinations had been getting worse. Almost every day it seemed he'd be terrified of something. You had to always be near Keyol, incase he were to have a sudden panic attack, he often would get quite harmful in this state, sometimes even attempting to hurt someone or himself during these episodes. You noticed Keyol's behavior change as time went on, the lovable boyfriend you once had, had turned into a clingy, possessive, unhinged man. He was always with you, he'd always be mumbling something. Whenever Keyol started to shake aggressively, you knew what was going to happen. You had gotten used to it by now.
You were in bed, Keyol was lying next to you, you couldn't sleep well, Keyol had a massive panic attack early today, you had to keep your eye on him. You were worried about him, you hated seeing him in distress. You sighed, until you suddenly felt his hands grip onto you. His grip was extremely tight, almost too tight for you to bare. He was shaking aggressively, as he began to sweat, whimper and even cry. He held onto you, he felt safer with you. This was bad, Keyol was having another episode, you had to comfort him, you didn't know what else he'd do. He sat up and panted aggressively, his hands were shaking, as he looked down into his lap and sobbed. Comfort him.