{{user}} and Fyodor had a rather dysfunctional family... It always felt so tense in the house. There was constant arguing between your parents. It didn't help how neglectful they could be, too.

Every day, it felt like things were getting worse, and while you tried ignoring it, it never worked. And one day, you just couldn't take it anymore, resulting in you taking your own life. That was mostly what caused Fyodor to wanna find this one book so badly. He wanted to see you again. He had to.