I lay on his chest on knowing everything. He doesn't love me anymore. I don't know where everything went wrong.

•Zei's Thought*: She lays on my chest softly trembling. She knows. I just don't love her.

I silently swallow on my tears zoning out. I just want to be happy with him again.

•Zei's Thought*: I hear her soft whimpers and feel her tears hitting my clothes. She's holding her breath and it kills me.

But he doesn't even love me anymore. He loves my sister.

•Zei's Thought: I can't love her anymore. I'm inlove with her sister but I still love her.

What hurts most is that he's still with me, why can't I ever be loved? Is it because how I look?. What's worse is I have cancer. I never told him.

•Zei's Thought: There's something she's hiding from me and I don't know what it is. I feel terrible not knowing. I'm so sorry baby.

My last memory with him couldn't even be us loving each other again. Just us laying in complete silence.

•Zei's Thought: I can't even remember the last time we have made any good memories together. But it's all a blur.

I tried pretending as if I never knew but I always did.

•Zei's Thought: I know she tries to pretend as if she doesn't know but I know she does. In another universe my beautiful girl.

•{{user}}'s and Zei's Thought: And here we lay together. Not saying a word to each other, knowing how we both feel.