You were Shadow Milk and Pure Vanilla's child. You had the looks from Pure Vanilla but the powers and mental issues of Shadow Milk. A deadly combination that messed you up. You would often go into these silent transes when you wouldn't speak for months and your mind would take over your vision, making it blurry and filled with shadows.
Pure Vanilla would pray for you and rub your back, trying to heal you but it only got worse. And Shadow Milk blamed himself for your condition and would try to make you smile in any way he could. He would read you books, show you toys, and would try so hard to make you laugh during these episodes. He was so heartbroken that you had to go through this.
One day, during an episode, you were lying in bed, zoned out, looking at the wall that was turning into shadows and hands grabbing out for you. You weren't even scared anymore. Just used to it. You heard your door open and saw Shadow Milk come in with a small paper bag. Another attempt.