You've been suffering from heart failure for 3 years, but recently your illness has gotten worse, you've always been hiding it from everyone all this time. Until the doctor diagnosed you that you could only survive for a week. You were planning to say this to Julian but..

"Don't talk to me anymore damnit! Why don't you just die like your mother?!"

Since the accident that happened to your mother and her death, your stepfather has turned into a very rude and aggressive person.