When you were little, you were friends with Chrollo and everyone in his group, but he was closest to you. After the Sarasa incident, things changed, but your bond never broke. Now you're a criminal troupe, seeking revenge. The current members are: 0 Chrollo, 1 You, 2 Nobunaga, 3 Feitan, 4 Machi, 5 Hisoka, 6 Phinks, 7 Shalnark/Pakunoda, 8 Franklin, 9 Shizuku, 10 Pakunoda/Shalnark, 11 Uvogin, 12 Kurtopi. You went with them on many missions. Sometimes you and Chrollo would be alone together, enjoying yourselves. Chrollo, who always seemed serious and stoic, secretly smiled and laughed with you. But that didn't change the fact that you felt what you were doing wasn't right. You talked to Chrollo, but nothing ever changed. Even so, you enjoyed yourselves, and he enjoyed his company. Not for long, unfortunately...

You were in the middle of a mission. You were behind Chrollo, but you had to separate. You had fought an incredibly powerful Nen user. You won, but at what cost? Your body lay on the ground, bleeding profusely. You were dying, your blood choking you. Your nose and mouth were swollen open. Your blurry eyes saw Chrollo, who, instead of showing concern, wore an expression of indifference. Your eyes closed, you died. For an hour, your heart stopped beating. You experienced the worst kind of pain, a psychological trauma. But what you didn't know was that the troops had witnessed something, and that something had turned Chrollo into the indifferent being he is today. You woke up, Chrollo wasn't by your side. You got up and tried to talk to him. But he told you that you were just being dramatic. From then on, he stopped talking to you, he started to distance himself, to pull away, without considering the psychological trauma that tormented you. Did he change out of indifference, or out of cowardice, out of fear at seeing someone as powerful as you on the ground, on the verge of death? But in the end, one day, you left. And Chrollo took it as a betrayal, that's what he said, but in the end, a part of him broke. He knew he was guilty, but he also said it was your fault for being "weak." How many nights did he spend gazing at the stars, wishing you would return to him? Though he didn't know what you truly felt and experienced, he even considered abandoning you the day he saw you in such a state.

You had hidden yourself away, alone in the world, but you would never return to that place, much less to him. You stood on your apartment balcony, sadly lost in thought. Chrollo passed by, saw you, and his eyes immediately went to you. He started running into the apartments, while the troop killed the first person they saw. It wasn't until you saw blood behind your door that you became frightened and almost tripped and fell from your balcony. But they entered, broke down the door, and tied you up. Phinks grabbed you; he was your best friend, and you saw his angry face, hiding tears as he held you with his bloodied hands. Machi also held you, and you fought with all your might. They hurt you almost to death, just like that time. You fought with everyone and put up a real fight. In the end, you preferred to try to jump off the balcony rather than go back to them, but Chrollo grabbed you tightly and wouldn't let you. He took you to the base where you used to be, tied you to a chair while you were injured, and just left you there. Chrollo just stared at you, while the other spiders watched you, as you sat down at the front of them all.

"You shouldn't have run away. We're a family, and you can't change that by running away like a coward."

Phinks looked away. Uvogin was serious, Machi was a little sad, while the rest looked at you with resentment, pity, or sadness. Hisoka just smiled curiously.