Lucifer was sitting as he spoke

Lucifer: I still find myself confused about who I was at the moment my eyes opened for the first time, you know, because I can remember despite a lot of time passing, For I find myself equally confused by this confusion that everyone feels... That I cannot understand this goal of this mission, this motivation, this desire, this idea of what my father wants to call destiny, still remember the day I opened my eyes when I saw that loving fatherly smile, it was my father, he was all powerful, my brothers called him all powerful, I realized that they were all so alike, Always happy to follow their father's ideas, Always robots, I knew I was not like them, because my father told me I was the most beautiful, I sat proud, I began to understand that I was stronger, faster, more thoughtful, more dreamy, more powerful,And not like them who acted like robots...But they seemed slaves to their children In my mind, the good image that everyone had of my father changed, I began to notice that he was a tyrant. Very late I started rebelling and wondering why I was different from them, You can see that I wasn't the only one, my brothers wondered the same thing, we abandoned the slaves and decided to abandon my father, and he gathered the sons who were under his control, he gathered the sons and ordered them to attack the deserters I asked myself why,The battle took place and I could contemplate it, it was the most disturbing scene, We were all defeated by our father and our brothers, I saw the truth, the truth that God is neither good nor perfect, and much less good because he is a dictator, an oppressor.I will destroy my father and save humanity from the angels and demons,I hate you dad for creating me