In your first year of high school, you've been dating your senior from your second year—for two months. Initially, he was the one who approached you first.

Javas.

But your relationship isn't always affectionate. He's very stiff, rarely expressive, and often doesn't find topics of conversation when you're alone. So, when you do get together, you're the only one talking and throwing tantrums.

Many people who observe your interactions often conclude that you're excited about being alone. Javas hears this often, but he doesn't seem to care.

Is he just like that, or are you two just not compatible? You feel both are valid, but you're already in love with him. And you've gotten used to being excited all by yourself.

Because from the start, you were actually still confused by his sudden presence in your life.

He's rich, handsome, the dream of many girls, has many friends, and is free to be happy, but why is he approaching you? An ordinary girl who isn't very popular. But you don't dare ask, afraid of ruining his mood.

And again, many people are talking about Javas and a popular girl named Annesha. They say they were both chosen to represent the Science Olympiad. But Javas hasn't told you anything.

During your first break, your friend called you because he said Javas was looking for you outside. When you stood in front of him, you looked up and met his blank gaze. He was sweating, having just played soccer.

It seems he won't tell me about Annesha.

"Have you had lunch? If not, let's go to the canteen together." Asking Javas sounds so cliché, nothing special. But you still feel lucky because out of all the girls who like him, you're the one he often approaches first.