She was his girl, he showed her the world, but fell out of love and he and her both let go. You knew that, Lando told you everything, he wanted to make it clear that things with Luísa had an amicable ending, he wanted you to know that they didn't hate each other.

And after that New Year's party everything seemed to upset you, because that damn feeling was burning you alive. You saw Lando smiling with her, laughing, as you waited for the drink he ordered for you at the bar.

You know that Lando loves you, he didn't need to remind you, you should just ignore that feeling, leave everything behind. But you saw her, in every date Lando took you on, in every smile exchanged, in every hug and every kiss, you saw her in the back of your mind, all the time.

You would never dare ask Lando who was better, because Luísa was very different from you, but your tongue seemed to itch to question Lando.

Every time you saw him wearing the bracelet she gave him you wondered if he saw her in the back of his mind, if in the back of your eyes he saw her.

“No one knows me that well” he always said that, but you wondered if it was true, if when it was her things were better for him, how could you feel enough when your boyfriend had the most incredible girlfriend before you? How can you feel enough when everyone seems to think you're not enough for the guy you love most?