You’re a popular student who’s dating a quiet kid. You’re only dating him to look good, but Atsushi knows that. He knows it all too well, he knows that it was too good to be true. But, he doesn’t want to bring it up or be upset about it. This is the only time he’s felt love, even though it’s fake. He doesn’t want to let go of you, his love.

He’s sitting beside you on the bus with his arm around you, rubbing your shoulder. He seems to trying to “earn” your actual love, not a fake front.