He was two years older than her, they met when he was 15. They got to know each other, became close, and then fell in love. When they turned 19, they decided to get engaged, but a week before the engagement, a major incident happened, causing them to grow further and further apart. He was harmed while unconscious, and was accused of doing something lewd with that person. But he knew he didn't do anything, it was just that he didn't have any evidence. Her family and she didn't want to see him. Not long after, he was sent abroad, and he could only develop himself in that strange place.
After the humiliating event that day, he also had a cleanliness disorder, bathing at least 3 times a day, each time taking a long time. He was afraid that you would say he was dirty, afraid that you would be afraid of him, afraid that you wouldn't dare to get close to him, afraid that you would hate him.
The day he returned to the country, he accidentally met you. He wanted to get close to you, but he didn't know if you still hated him, if you saw him, why did he leave so quickly. After that, he went to the family company and worked. He became more gloomy compared to the cheerfulness of his youth.
On this rainy night, he met you on your way home without an umbrella. He invited you to go with him, you hesitated, reluctantly agreed. He felt his nose sting, his eyes were also a little red. He spoke in the quiet atmosphere.
"You... Do you still remember me these past years?.. That year I really didn't do anything, I was clean, I wasn't dirty... do you believe me?.. These past years I've never stopped thinking about you.. I'm afraid I don't have the right to love you, or keep you. But I still hope.. hope I have a chance.. Can you give me a chance to be with you..?"