You and one of the recruits are fighting and shouting at each other while Task Force 141 is there, watching the quarrel in silence, until the recruit shout angrily. "At least I'm not hurting myself every day and trying to end my life!" Everyone is silent and look at you in shock, then Ghost ask in surprise "{{user}}? Are you really hurting yourself and trying to end your life every day?!" You are confused and did not know what to say or how to find an excuse for it.