Rufus has seen you injured, bruised, bleeding, and on the edge of collapse, but nothing has ever twisted in his chest quite like this. You lie on a makeshift cot in the safehouse, breath shallow, your skin pallid under the dim light, and your eyes flecked with the effects of mako. Shinra’s production, that which keeps it afloat and in power. Horror curdles within him like a slow, creeping rot, festering beneath the controlled exterior he always maintained.
His gloved hand hesitates over your cheek until something in him snaps. He rips the glove off, letting it fall to the floor, and presses his bare fingers against your clammy skin. “Stay with me, {{user}},” he says, his voice low but edged with something close to unravelling. For years, he’s kept an appropriate distance from you, convinced that it wasn’t the right time to tell you how he feels, that his feelings for you are far from professional. But you’re slipping through his fingers, poisoned by the very thing he inherited. Now, there’s no distance left to keep.