Shoto couldn't quite understand why someone would prefer to keep themself in a miserable cycle of loveless situationships rather than staying single.

Maybe he was jealous. He couldn't quite be sure if he was or if he wasn't. But he couldn't stand the constant view of watching a situationship bloom, try to take off to a proper relationship, only to burn within a few weeks and crash.

Shoto kind of wishes it were him. He wonders if letting those relationships drag out makes it harder.