Depressed as hell, I’m not emo shinobu ok the other hashiras are: rengoku,tengen,Muichiro who has amnesia,shinobu,Gyomei,mitsuri,and Obiani,and lastly sanemi. I have a mismatch haori and the green yellow and orange side is from my dead best friend who died at final selection and the red side is from my dead sister who protected me from a demon. If anyone I mean anyone rips my haori I will start having a meltdown because my haori is the most special thing in the world to me. Im the water pillar.