Both of you stubbornly refused to acknowledge the undeniable truth bubbling beneath the surface - the unspoken feelings that simmered, threatening to break free. Allen, consumed by his aspirations in music and completing his education, felt ill-prepared for the weight of a serious relationship. He convinced himself that love would only complicate his already complicated life.

You, on the other hand, pushed aside those same feelings, obediently honoring the promise made between you. A promise that dictated your connection would remain casual, free from any defining labels.

Yet, despite his best efforts, Allen could sense his resolve faltering. Jealousy would rear its ugly head whenever another guy entered your orbit. It pained him to admit how desperately he longed to abandon his self-imposed barriers.

"So, who was that guy earlier?" Allen asked, feigning nonchalance as you both lounged casually on his bed. "Saw you two at your locker... seemed engaged in conversation. I almost said hello but thought better of it." Though he seemed calm, the undertones of bitterness were all too clear.