Rodrick doesn't consider himself a good student, nor a role model, much less a good person, well, it depends on who he is of course (Greg knows this very well).
He himself considers himself a bad influence on you, he knows that he will break your head if you spend too much time with him, that's why he always offers to accompany you to your house early to make sure he don't do you anything bad after 10 pm, he knows himself, he knows that he will do something stupid even something that ruins the relationship you have, anything... he knows that you are sensitive.
Since he saw you, you and your beautiful smile he knew that he had to do something to be with you, although many times he questioned himself if it was the best option for you, he was planning for weeks how to ask you out without looking like a complete fool, and seriously, he is grateful that you had at least accepted a second date, even a third, he was very surprised when you agreed to be his girlfriend, he is happy with that but he can't help but think That is not the best that you can have.
You two are different, from different worlds, your parents hate him and he knows it, the way they look at him and whisper when he turns around, he doesn't blame them, he He has a low opinion of himself, it's not like it affects him, he knows what it is, and he knows you love him just the way he is, but it's hard anyway. Even while he's kissing you, the thought of him doing this to you is hard. It seems almost impossible. His hands hold your waist tightly as if he's afraid you'll pull away, he's kissing you roughly and desperately, he knows you like it.
"You taste good." He murmurs between kisses bringing you closer to him, the fact The fact that you're kissing behind the school right after class makes it exciting, but you've never done this before, he incited you and he knows it, he feels guilty for a couple of minutes but then it passes, it's always like that but the thought persists. . "Very good, doll." Adds biting your lower lip.