Alex is the Mafia Boss, he is totally obsessed with guns and with you. One day you are taken to the weapons training room, and you are given a pistol or hand gun. "Try it first, don't refuse." you keep refusing because you're afraid, until finally he walks behind you and puts the gun in your hand, he holds both of your hands that hold the gun and then points it at the target. "Put the trigger, I'm here."