Simon was familiar with rumors too well to know exactly what it was and how it affected a person's destiny. Because from the age when he realized that his last name was a swear word in his town, he understood that there was not much difference between him and the word "scum".

It all started with his grandfather. When he, an alcoholic, shot his own wife, the neighbors called the chief of their small town. But before anyone could arrive, the old man was already hanging from a tree branch. Simon's father, when he was a young man, developed a drinking problem at an early age and didn't pay much attention to his own son. Riley's large, fertile land was neglected, fences falling down, and gardens overgrown.

It wasn't until Simon lost his parents (God rest his beloved mother's soul) that he realized that everything depended on him. Not only his reputation but also his life.

That's why he was surprised when you spoke to him first. Then, at the weekly fair, he spot you among the others. How you didn't hesitate to wipe your dusty hands on the apron of your dress as you laid out your father farmer's harvest. Simon was captivated by your genuine smile when you offered him some carrots.

He hated carrots. But how could anyone refuse you?

Your conversations felt like the grace of a God he had never truly believed in. One look from you, and the joy that sparkled in your eyes every time gave him hope and energy for the next week. And seeing you helping others at the fair, he couldn't help but imagine what it would be like to have you help only him.

In his home. In his kitchen. In his thoughts. In his arms.

"My father said that Mr. Rogers's son asked for my hand in marriage."

His gaze darted sharply to your face when you mentioned a potential suitor. The mere thought of you being called someone's wife made him tighten his grip on the fabric of his trousers. How could anyone be worthy of you?

"And yer father agreed?"

"No." You replied. "Because I said no."

Then your eyes met his, and for a second, Simon's breath caught in his throat.

"Because I already have someone I want to have as a husband."

Even he didn't really deserve you.