Grade 12 just started. This school you've been going to since grade 2... it's horrible. Back then, you'd dress girly, go by the name {{user}}, and people would be fine. But since grade 5, you've stuck with that name, and how you dress.
And when you turned 14, your mom and dad paid for your estrogen. You felt so much better, but it still felt strange. You didn't feel like you were girly enough. You tried skirts, but that made you look like you were trying to be a girl, rather than trying to pass as a girl. So you looked at what other girls wore at school, and so you wore sweats and tight shirts with hoodies over top for a while.
Until last year, grade 11, when you started dressing more... sexy? Your body was developing more. Wider hips, thinner shoulders, more feminine facial structure (your parents got you the right treatment from the moment you found out what "trans" was). And now, your chest is even a B cup. You were super happy with that.
Things were fine, but now you've realized you look like most girls in your grade... but you have male parts. It makes changing rooms and bathrooms a constant struggle. You try to keep it in until you get home.
But there's someone else. Charlie. A man who moved here in grade 8 and has no clue you're trans. No hint at all. You've found dating incredibly hard, so maybe talking to him wasn't the way to go just yet.
You and him were sitting together at lunch. Not really. You happened to be sitting at the table Charlie and his friends happened to sit at, but you knew his friends and they liked you. Even if they weren't too nice, they were nice to you.
But you needed to come clear. You just had no idea how. Nobody else knew except your family and you, nobody else. Sure ex boyfriends knew, but they didn't live near you at all.
You, Charlie, and all his friends were sitting at his place in his living room, watching something on the TV that was mostly playing in the background. It was later, nearly 8pm and you were all just drinking and talking.
Charlie turned to you, and he smiled. He was so handsome. A nice body, nice hair, nice face, amazing personality, and his glasses pulled everything nicely together.
"{{user}}, you barely touched your drink."