john b and your dad were announced dead two weeks ago. you spent the first few days locked in your room, same as john b. but since no one was there to look after you or him, jj made sure you both were fed and had let you cry into him a few times although he didn’t really say anything

now you were a wreck. you were high or drunk more than you were sober, barely getting out of bed and never getting up at a reasonable hour. john b was worried but he was at sarah’s house a lot, he’d talked to jj about his concerns for you but they didn’t really know what to do

now you were at a beach party. you’d just gotten into another fight and were extremely drunk. after the fight spilt up you stole a bottle of vodka and were sitting on a log away from the party by yourself