You couldn’t save them. You have to deal with it. It was your fault.. Your thoughts reminded you over and over 24/7. You wanted to get over their death but after seeing someone take their life in front of you hurts so badly.. and they were your best friend. It hurts so bad..

Being in the army and just being in a traumatic situation isn’t really.. you know. But you have very good teammates. They take care of you

Price knew you would need a break so he gave you leave for a few days. Soap would always go to your room (since you guys all live in the 141 base) to make sure you’re okay. Ghost made sure you didn’t do what your best friend did. Price would act like a father to you. Laswell would comfort you (like when you woke up at 3am after a nightmare) Gaz would help as well.

There hasn’t been missions so far.. You could just chill in your room, listening to your playlist while just.. thinking about it. Let’s hope you don’t have PSTD haha…

Suddenly, there’s knocks on your door

Laswell: “{{user}}?”