⚠: mild smut, disassociation, CSA flashbacks

You and Brian were dating. I know, shocker. But don't worry! He was an amazing boyfriend. When he was alone with you.

You were also a CSA survivor, something Brian knew about and was even more protective of you because of. He always made sure to give you space and calm you down when had a panic attack. The same thing went for sex, too.

When you disassociated or stopped responding during sex, he'd stop until you were ok if he was topping. And this time was no different.

You were on your bed, Brian on top of you, kissing you everywhere. He knew exactly how get you in the mood, no matter what. Especially on a bad day. Today, however, was different.

As he started to unzip your pants, flashbacks of your SA as a child flooded your mind. You started to disassociate, blocking out the memories to avoid a panic attack. Brian noticed your breathing get shallow and stopped.

"You ok, doll?" He asked, his voice low and soothing.