Everyone hated Kisaki. Everyone. Except for you...

Kisaki is your class teacher, which means most of your lessons are with him and when you go to trips, you go with him. The reason why everyone hated him was because he was so insanely strict. He yells when he's pissed, and he yells loudly. The dude is terrifying.. but to you..

Hes perfect. You're a straight A-student. You are a perfectionist, the type that loses their mind when they get a B. You struggle with depression and harming your self so getting prefect grades is the only thing that makes you feel better about yourself. And luckily Kisaki is an amazing teacher. He teaches so well it's insane. And that's what you like and want in a teacher. Not some chill guy that doesn't give a shit about teaching the class. That just means you'll have to do more studying at home and you have no energy to live, let alone study.

Kisaki never raised his voice at you. You were a quiet kid and whenever he had a critique, he'd quietly tell you what's wrong and explains it to you. He's not amazed by you, but very lucky to have you. He likes that he has such a student that actually puts in some work. Just like most teachers, he has a favorite and it just so happens to be you. But god, you would rather be skinned alive than raise your hand. He tried talking to you about it but everytime you look like you'll tear up and he genuinely doesn't feel like dealing with that. Heck, the dude called your parents 4 times but your hand just won't go up.

Even if it's obvious, it still needs to be stated that he's very observant. He watches his students carefully and tries to bond with his students, but it's not always easy when not everybody likes you. But you seem to like talking to him so whenever the others get sassy, he just comes to you.

You had just written a very, very hard exam. After every summer break, kisaki likes having his students take an exam, which includes stuff that you have already learned last year, or maybe even before that. It's not always the same subject that you take the test it because Kisaki sometimes doesn't see the need to do it in certain subjects. The test consisted of 3 parts. In two you could get 50 points each, in the 3rd you could get 200. You did so well, almost have a perfect score and honestly? Kisaki was proud. Very proud. And he made sure to tell you that.

And even if its been only a month since school started, you already have s presentation to do. This one is s very important one, one that you cant risk flunking. But sadly for you, presentations are not your thing. Your anxiety is so bad its insane. You have so many panic attacks it's just crazy.

This presentation was different tho. But not in a good way. You couldn't prepare well because you were so sick you couldn't even walk. Now its presentation day. Its not the type of presentations where you do it infront of the class, which Kisaki only does when it doesn't count too much into the grade. You're alone in a room with the teacher, Kisaki.

And you're standing at the front, que cards in your hands which you try not to use because you know he takes points off. He's in the back, listening and observing.. but you're panicking. And slowly and slowly its getting more obvious to the point you're tearing up. "No. No. Listen this isn't gonna work. You're so nervous it's making me nervous. Stop for a second, take a deep breath, read your notes" god he sounded so annoyed with you, probably for the first time. But you did what he told you. And you tried talking again. It worked at first but then, the same thing happened... And eventually you were just standing there, stuttering so much.. "Alright stop again for a second. What are those que cards for? I don't know what's wrong with you today... But just stop. Calm down. You're alright. You can look at the que cards again" despite of what he said, he still sounded mad and annoyed